Going forward, I will be adding a segment to my blog called Lens & Pens. It will be photographs and a review of concerts and events I attend. I have been wanting to take this blog a bit further and now it’s time. Once I move my blog over to WordPress.org I will become more active and will have a lot more content to add. Thank you to all who have subscribed, I appreciate each of you and your comments.
Music is my first true love. As far back as I can remember I loved to sing and to perform music and I even took a turn at teaching music. I don’t get to sing anymore, but I now photograph musical artists as part of another passion; photography.
Music is a universal language, every culture has music and it brings people together in celebrations no matter what the reason. I have learned something significant in being able to photograph concerts; people are happy when they are listening to music. I photograph everything from Country to Hip Hop and I have found that people of all colors can come together, love each other and enjoy being in the same place with each other. Last night was proof that multi-cultures can work together and treat each other like humans are supposed to. It was refreshing to be away from the political crap of division and to just be happy humans; A rainbow of humans out enjoying music.
In perfect harmony
I’d like to hold it in my arms
And keep it company
All standing hand in hand
And hear them echo through the hills
For peace through out the land
(That’s the song I hear)”
Autumn through Spring has me hopping when it comes to photography work. Lots of concerts keep me from having very much free time and when I get any, it’s only for a few hours at most. I do a lot of traveling and with editing my personal time is at a premium.
The past few weeks I have had completely free weekends and I took advantage and went camping.
My first adventure was over Mother’s Day weekend where I spent a lot of time with my youngest son Tommy Owen at Trail Lakes Campground where I stayed in one of the wonderful cabins.We took an adventure and walked through an area where no one really goes. It was around a lake that was full of alligators and nesting Green-back Herons. Sometimes we didn’t really have a path to follow, we just allowed the lake bank to guide us.
We finished the day with dinner then off to Big Cypress Bend Boardwalk to attempt some night photography.
This past weekend I went camping at Myakka River State Park, it’s been a few years since I have been there and I made sure to secure my favorite spot. The first evening was beautiful and I did a lot of shooting.
Saturday I went to The Ringling Museum for the morning and afternoon.
Upon returning to my campsite a heavy rainstorm ensued. The rain continued all through the night and into the early morning. I ended up leaving a little early because of the rain. It was still a great weekend to be away enjoying the natural environment.
This weekend will be back to my concert shooting, so watch my Facebook page for some upcoming photos. Until next time, from behind the lens.
April – what can I say? It’s been one of those months and we are just halfway through. My weekends are here and gone before I realize it, yet I’m invigorated by the bustle of it all. I have had something every single weekend and will have until mid May. I’m still booking portraits and other shoots on top of this during the week so my time to sit and write has been limited, but I wanted to share with you my audience what I’ve been about the past few weeks.
The highlight has been Stars on Ice. If you are not familiar it is the Ice dancing show with our Olympic Champions. It’s so exciting to mingle with these young people who are so passionate and excited about their sport, many fresh off the plane from PyeongChang at the 2018 Winter Olympics. This was my second year being hired by Stars and it was even better than last year, the show was incredible! The skaters so kind and friendly and fresh faced. Adam Rippon (Silver medalist PyeongChangcame) up to me and introduced himself , Charlie White (Gold medalist with his partner Meryl Davis, Sochi winter Olympics) remembered me from last year and did something quite special for me……I still get chills thinking about it (you’ll see it in the photo).
I take nothing for granted, I know how special this is and I look forward to doing it again next year!
Okay it’s time to stop overthinking and get back to work of being a blogger.
On Thursday I worked our local arena for the Florida Gulf Coast University’s NestFest (they are the FGCU Eagles). You may be familiar with FGCU because a couple of years ago they were in the Sweet 16 basketball playoffs as complete unknowns and became “Dunk City”
First I stopped to get myself and the Channa the young woman whom I report to, a healthy bite to eat; it’s going to be a long night!
A Boogie wit Da Hoodie & Hoodie Allen
If the names are not intriguing enough, you have to meet the players of the bands. Interesting to say the least. Please enjoy as I bring you Hoodie Allen and Boogie Wit Da Hoodie!
I feel so inspired lately, so many things to write about yet I have a difficult time just putting it all down in the written word. It’s not because I don’t know how to start, or what to write, but the motivation to sit in front of the computer for another forty-five minutes to an hour after I get home from work is not something I want to do. I’m on the computer all day at work, and when I get home even though I have a brand new shiny computer, it’s the last thing I look forward to. I remember feeling this way when I worked a day job where I was on the phone all day, I would come home and avoid talking to anyone on the phone; I was burned out from answering questions and putting out fires eight hours a day.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the computer, the feel of my fingertips lightly stroking the keyboard, and as a trained typist, I enjoy the physical activity of typing. I enjoy the look of the words on the page, the satisfaction of seeing something I have created being posted for the world to read.
How do I overcome this aversion for my home computer? I thought getting a new iMac would be the key to my success; nope, it’s not. What about the prompts I try to write in my Passion Planner each week, that should do the trick, nope it didn’t. Then what? What do I need to do to bring it all together and get the words jumbled up in my head down into written form?
I have to understand where my head is before I can get my behind in the chair and my fingers on the keyboard:
First, I feel if I’m not editing photos, I’m not being productive, or I get lured away to Facebook land and there goes my focus. Second I need something to motivate me, something to lure me to log on and start writing. And third, it comes back to the mentality of maybe I’m not good enough to do this; the negative self-talk that undermines my confidence. Understanding the few things I listed helps me to see what I need to work on to clear my mindset.
Addressing the first issue is easy; I have to put in my brain that I am being productive when I write, it is part of my overall business of photography. Next, I need to set a timer and not allow myself anywhere near Facebook until the timer goes off. The second issue is I just need to stay ahead with some good content, blog my activities and where and when I’ve been photographing, add more reviews of the artists I photograph and the equipment I use.
But it goes much deeper than any of that; My self-talk is not always kind, and when it’s full-on beating me up, the doubt slides in and goes for home base. A good friend of mine Karen Zeigler wrote a great blog a few days ago titled “Tired of Peeling the Onion? Stop Peeling the Onion, It’s Time to Fry it Up!” (don’t you just love that title?) you can check it out here: http://karenzeigler.com/stop-peeling-the-onion-its-time-to-fry-it-up/
Karen has been a great mentor for me, mostly from a distance, but she knows how to ask those hard questions, the kind that open you up piece by piece and help you get to the meat of the issue. She has a way of giving me the words I need to hear, even if I don’t want to hear them, and she uses her God given gift of writing to do so. I’m thankful for strong women like her who push me out of my comfort zone to do the hard stuff; digging deep and releasing what’s been holding me back, “Peeling the Onion”.
Until next time, from behind the lens.
Going to write this from my heart.
One of the most difficult habits to break is comparing my work to the work of others. There are those moments when I look at my current work and I’m not happy, I don’t see the quality I want or the creativity I desire, and I get frustrated. The work may not be horrible, but it’s not good, it’s not the type of work I strive for and I become really tough on myself and even doubting and fearing that I’m not any good.
I have to take a step back and ask myself, why do I feel this way? What caused me to underestimate myself? What can I do to improve my current thoughts about my work.
To answer those questions I simply need to take a step back and regroup. Look at my work from a different perspective and try to figure out how I can improve.
Concert work is wonderful, but there are variables I have to deal with, such as lighting, venue and energy of the room, things I have zero control over. However, I do have control how my camera picks up the light, I have control over where I point my camera and I have control over my own energy. I need to stop making excuses and use those times of bad lighting to improve my camera skills, to work my scene and get the right angle even if I’m shooting all the way in the back, and I need to be truly excited about what I’m doing, and stop comparing my work to someone else.